Ok, sorry for screaming, but I just woke up this morning and realized there's only two more weeks until my birthday. *big grin* Heeheeheeheehee....I can't wait to go home and finally be the wild, rambunctious, obnoxious teenager I'm supposed to be. Especially when I start driving, tee hee.
I'm hoping to find a job when I get back to the states so I can afford round-trip bus fair to Tennessee to see Catboy. That is, assuming he wants to see me.
I've gotten a very good idea for a story in which my main character actually has children. It's very sci-fi-y and a little bit on the strange side, but I think it could do well. We shall see.
I'm so happy. My Erin friend finally emailed me back, since I emailed her ages ago asking for FFX-2 help. !% mins after I sent the email, I remembered what I'd asked her about. I hope she emails me again. I miss her laughter.
I'm hoping to cram all my socializing into a few short weeks when I get home. I wanna go to Colorado and see Becky, maybe track down Shay. I wanna get drunk off my ass with some of my other friends, and maybe get a make-over.
This last bit of summer, I want to be the teenager I've tried not to be. I want to be wild and rebellious. I want to shock my grandparents and get away with it. I want to cram all the child left in me into a few weeks, and then banish it forever to the shallow depths of my duct-taped, blackened, shriveled little blood pump.
Enjoy the rest of your summer, everyone. Because even if I have to hop a bus to take me to the airport to leave on the 4th of August, I will. I don't care what it takes, but I want to be home for my birthday.
State of Mind: |
creative |
Listening To: |
Traffic and plot bunnies |